AGAIN... a moody day for me..

third day of our study week..

really study..?.. or... day dreaming..?..

...i dunno...

我就快变傻子了。这一个星期除了书，还是书。

现在看到书都会觉得想吐...

FINAL EXAM这个沉重负担。快压得我喘不过气来了...

我真的怀疑这里的读书生活真的是我要的。我真的很难放松下来。

千试万试，最后还是走不出这个没有答案的圈圈...

一直在里面打转。不停的转。没有止境的转... 没有方向的转。

也不知道为什么，今天的心情依然沉重不堪。

这个世界的公平去了哪里...？

有一部戏里说道“现在的社会要得到公平是要花很多钱的”

不用说的太明，应该已经知道现今社会的道德伦理程度只到哪里..

明明是考同样的试卷，为何却有不同的批改准则。

但总结的分数又照原先的范围拟定。“公平”是什么..

living in a compatitive environment is already very tough to me.

can u still struggle in such an "unfair" condition..

i really not satisfied with that. what for to suffer so much to score high marks in test ..?!!

WHAT FOR..??!!! it just rubbish..

although u score 50/60 for the test, ur marks is just like the other people who score 20++ in others courses (upon 31-total marks). can you see what is the differences?? HUGE different between these two scores.

so WHAT　FOR i have to score that much for that and happy with the stupid marks?...

STUPID.... the only thing i can say.

NO MORE FAIRNESS, NO MORE PEACE, NO MORE FUTURE...

很怕又一天我会变得　－厌世－

不再爱这个世界，再也不在乎这世界。

不再理会这世界会变得怎样。就让它继续堕落，继续消沉。

最后．．．沉没。再也没有人知道，地球的存在。