*'' SomeONe that i MiSs sickly ''*

here my lovely baby.. RuiRui

long time din see her ady..
miss her soooooo much..
tis is the latest pictures of hers that i can get.
she is still so lovely and tender..
cant wait any longer to see her..
Baby... dardar miss u lots..


well... this dress (green) looks matured to her..
oh ya.. she ask me to choose one of them for her.
she wants to wear it during her cousin sister's wedding..
So, i choose the white wan for here.
she looks great with that.. ^.^

other words that i can say besides "miss you" ,
is still "miss you" ...
it's hard and tough for both of us to separate in two different places
but holding the same relationship.
but i guess it will be a strong relationship in the future.
because after we had passed through the hard time,
we will being hold together more tight.

* the harder you work, the sweeter the taste of HONEY *


going back on 5th dec,
can meet you at the first minute
when i reach JB,
is the best thing that i ever had..


~*.,. MiSs yOu Baby .,.*~

FRIENDSHIP 4EVER..

FOUNDATION 的第一个学期就要过了。这一个学期里我得到了什么呢…?
和我一起生活了几个月的房友- Jonathan.
回想起来，觉得我没有好好和他培养房友之间应该有的感情。
Roommate 之间的互 相照顾，在我和 他之间好像不怎么明显。
总觉得我们之间对彼此的关心，不是那么的深。

可能 – 我们属于不同的科系。

可能 – 我们之间有不同的话题

可能 – 我们有思想之间的差异

可能，可能，可能… 世间充满了无数的可能和未知。
我也不知道是 哪个可能….

朋友之中，很多都成为很好的房友和同学。
但我和他，之间却像隔了个膜一样。 - cant reach each other –
这几天大家都忙着考试，心情难免会有点影响。
我和他之间变得很少很少话题.. 不知道为什么，会觉得不自在。
之间讲话的语气也变得不一样。
可能他没发现这些，也可能是我比较敏感吧…
但是，还是觉得我们还可以在进一步的感情。
可以称得上是“Brother”的那一种…
没关系，我们还有五年的时间。希望我们以后能变“兄弟”
能交心，能无所不谈，而不是成天说不到几句话。

可能这几天有点Emo.. 感触特别多

C - Cheer up & stay happy -

AGAIN... a moody day for me..

third day of our study week..

really study..?.. or... day dreaming..?..

...i dunno...

我就快变傻子了。这一个星期除了书，还是书。

现在看到书都会觉得想吐...

FINAL EXAM这个沉重负担。快压得我喘不过气来了...

我真的怀疑这里的读书生活真的是我要的。我真的很难放松下来。

千试万试，最后还是走不出这个没有答案的圈圈...

一直在里面打转。不停的转。没有止境的转... 没有方向的转。

也不知道为什么，今天的心情依然沉重不堪。

这个世界的公平去了哪里...？

有一部戏里说道“现在的社会要得到公平是要花很多钱的”

不用说的太明，应该已经知道现今社会的道德伦理程度只到哪里..

明明是考同样的试卷，为何却有不同的批改准则。

但总结的分数又照原先的范围拟定。“公平”是什么..

living in a compatitive environment is already very tough to me.

can u still struggle in such an "unfair" condition..

i really not satisfied with that. what for to suffer so much to score high marks in test ..?!!

WHAT FOR..??!!! it just rubbish..

although u score 50/60 for the test, ur marks is just like the other people who score 20++ in others courses (upon 31-total marks). can you see what is the differences?? HUGE different between these two scores.

so WHAT　FOR i have to score that much for that and happy with the stupid marks?...

STUPID.... the only thing i can say.

NO MORE FAIRNESS, NO MORE PEACE, NO MORE FUTURE...

很怕又一天我会变得　－厌世－

不再爱这个世界，再也不在乎这世界。

不再理会这世界会变得怎样。就让它继续堕落，继续消沉。

最后．．．沉没。再也没有人知道，地球的存在。

Oopps.!.!. Relaxfullllll saturday.. =.=

wahhhh.... just taken by bath..
refreshing~ :-)

wat a relaxing saturday man.. a bit too much gua..

the whole day i was watching to the hong kong drama series "家好月圆"

such a nice movie... i love it..

story linings are good, actors are good, background songs are good.

Ai~~yahhhh... everything in it also good good GOOD!! :-)

i had my time with this series "NON-Stop" for the whole afternoon. lol

4 epi one short. haha. for me, is vry "geng" ady compared to last time.

that's why time for today also "FLYS" fast like hell =.=

anyway, i'm gona spend my nite alone in my room AGAIN tonite.

my roommate went to chruch at ipoh AGAIN and staying back there for one nite.

he asked me"wey, i'm not going to stay here tonite wor.."

i replied"why? going to chruch..?"

roomate"ya.. will you scare staying alone~??"

=.= betul betul swt.. lol

wat the hell man.. but, he is d=funny enough la. haha
never heard make tis kind of joke before.

got improvement! it's a good thing !.!. haha

anyway, going to have my dinner soon..

and tonite a "SECRET" activity will be going on.

there will be the time for FRENZ to gather around. Great time :-)

wanna noe what will be going on .?.?.?

ahhaa.. it's a.........................................

"不能说的秘密"

Countdown 10days for another month of ours

Another 10days to go. 1year and three months for our relationship.

time flys so fast, from the time that we meet is more than 2 years.

but half of the time, we spend the time with each other.

A lot of sweet memories within these 15 months.

Here is some pic of me and baby..

the pic for our 1st mth as well as our 1st mth present.

my final "prefect's dinner" during my sec sch life at Danga Cruist

both of us awarded with "Best Costumes" prize. - Malay costume

Our first "Valentine's Day" celebration - eating valentine ice-cream at Baskin Robin

Funny two fellow. haha -[ 搞怪恋人 ]-

First S'pore trip during Christmas 07' - Singa (the cute lion thr)

Christmas eve' at Orchard Road with all of the light decaration. Romantic ever..

A trip to S'pore AGAIN.... here we went to S'pore science centre. ^o^

最珍贵的“第一次”- 恋人。摩天观景轮 ( Eye of S'pore )

although the ticket for an half an hour trip is quite expensive ($29.90)

but it is a very nice and sweet experience. love you baby..