Holidays are going to end..

Left around 5 days for me to stay at home enjoying my holidays..
Although there is less than 1 week for my school reopen,
but I still havent hear any news regarding the "car"
for me to drive up to utp, from my dad..
Quite disappointed because till now STILL can't get a car,
although i scored for last SEM.
What u i mean here is not that " I should get a car if i scored good results"
N my parents never promised me that..
Not like Ryan's parents.
The thing that disappointed me is I was waiting since last year.
Patiently.. but still get nothing.
Sometimes i was thinking,
am I suppose to give up about the "car" thingy??
OR should keep looking forward??
OR maybe can get myself a bike instead of demanding a car
which maybe will burden myself in terms of daily expenses.
Maybe because of my girl is studying at Kampar
it is more convenient if i got my own transport.
I can visit her whenever I want..
perhaps this is one of the factor that keep me thinking of having a vehicle.
If not, I think i'll won't be so desperate for a car..
Never mind, life still goes on no matter I have a car or not.
Maybe I won't take it so seriously if my parents saying that they are buying a car for me or whatever..
and i won't feel that disappointed when there is no such thing in future.
haha.. just to speak out my feelings.
nothing much..

Bores driving me crazy..
Good day..

.. Understanding ..

I am bothered by something that
I'm unwilling to tell, I'm scared to tell..
Bcz this might lead to someone's unhappiness
and also guiltiness..
So, i prefer to suffer in silence.
Dont laugh, I'm serious..

I know that it will be some inconveniences,
but I dont really think so..
I'm not going to do something wrong or bad
but just to keep someone accompany
since I'm totally free now.
Bcz I know well about that feeling
the feel of loneliness and pressure,
especially during exam seasons.
I've gone through that,
that's why I know..
It is tough and hard for us to struggle
without anyone by your side,
giving supports and aids.
Somehow she is just a girl..
I even broke down bcz of stress.
What will it be to a girl
who is weaker than me...

I dont like to argue,
specifically with the one I respect all the time..
That's the reason why i kept quiet before starts quarreling.
I do not wish to talk more seems that
everyone have their own thoughts..
Different kinds of thinking lead to different decision making.
Maybe my action looks disobeying to advices
but that's the thing I wish to do.
I didn't have any bad intention..
So, why I got negative type of reaction..
Am I really doing the wrong thing..?
I don't know and not sure about that..
If they think I'm wrong,
I apologize and seek for forgiveness.
I did not mean to hurt someone.
But there is no other alternatives
to make this situation to become a
"win - win" situation.
Bcz the world is full of realistic and cruelty.
I seriously don't know how to express well about myself.
This is my personality by not saying out my feelings
although I'm suffering..

Am I a good boy of yours..?
I don't know..
I tried to do the best that i can do for you,
but there is always insufficient.
Bcz nothing is perfect,
including myself..
Maybe I can be a wise person in some other day
but I'm still lack with something else.
I sincerely seek for forgiveness upon
everything that I've done wrong..
But i wish that sometimes you will
try to understand what I'm pursuing,
what I'm looking for
and..
what I wish to do,
what I'm not willing to do..

No matter what,
I'm keep trying to be a better person..
Believe it or not, is up to you.


Good day.

YONEX - Sunrise MALAYSIA OPEN

YONEX - Sunrise MALAYSIA OPEN
GRAND FINAL
(28th June 2009)

I went with my friend
who is also a badminton lover

Man's double (MAS vs MAS)
Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong
(white pants)

Please welcome our World No.1 player
*LEE CHONG WEI*

At last, Chong Wei able to defeat his opponent
Chen Long from China
by 21-16 & 21-9
Congratulations to Lee Chong Wei

Lee Chong Wei is one of my favorite player in badminton "industry"
His skills are awesome and he is always polite no matter he wins or loses.
That's the reason why i like him more than other players.
Hope he can carry on with his hard work and continue to be a star of Malaysia.
Pround of you.. Chong Wei...

Good day..

Transformers 2 FEVER !!!

TRANSFORMERS 2

REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
by Michael Bay (Director)

One of my favourite movie.

I was so excited this morning
because I'm going to watch this movie.
BUT unfortunately,
when I reach J.Jusco Tebrau City,
TGV cinema was crowded by "millions" (LOL) of people.
I guess they wanted to watch TRANSFORMERS too.
When I walked closer to the ticketing counter,
I saw a white notice pasted on the advertisement boards.

Stated there ----->
"All tickets for Transformers
on 27/06/2009 are almost SOLD OUT!
sorry for any inconvenience"

I was like.........

what the HELL ~ ~ ~ ~
every single session of the movie is either FULL
OR left FEW tickets.
but the queue is freaking long...
is almost 3-4 shop lots away from
the entrance of the cinema.
so i think it's too late for me
to purchase the ticket by that time.
i dont wish to come back with
empty hands after waiting for
so long in the queue..
So, i decided to come back home
and try to book the tickets via online.

Although I try to book online,
but i get this...

Sigh..
In the end, I get to book 4 tickets
for my Daddy, Mummy, my youngest bro n I..
but it is on Monday (29th June 2009)
Luckily, Monday is a HOLIDAY for Johor-ians
HoooooooRayyyyy.......... =P

Long time didn't spend my time for movies
with my family ady..
Still remember the last time was
"Who am I " ---> Jacky Chan's movie
Anyway, I'm full with excitements for Transformers 2.
Love it ! :-)

I'm looking forward -----> Transformers 2

Here is the trailer of the movie.


Good day...

The King of Pop is gone..

Michael Jackson who was born on 29th August 1958,
was the former of moonwalk..
And was brilliant in popping and other style of dance moves..
He was extremely famous over the world
till everyone knows him and his talent.
Unfortunately, he was dead yesterday (25th June 2009)
with the age of 50.
This is such a stunting news to me
who is one of his fans.
I admired his dancing as well as singing..
BUt now, he's gone.. Forever..
Although this is the fact that
we should accept from now on,
but The King of Pop will never be forgotten..

According to BBC News,
Michael Jackson's death was
officially said at 1.07pm (Pacific time)
And he is dead due to cardiac attack..
Left down 3 children whose name,

• Michael Joseph Jackson Junior,

• Paris Michael Katherine Jackson

• Prince "Blanket" Michael Jackson II.

Your spirit of music and dance moves
will always grow in our heart.
God bless...

Laptop skin..

This is my laptop skin lo..
wat do u think..?? (Russel)
pls say sumthing that will make me
feel that spent RM25 for this is worth..
...PLS....

hehe..

A meaningless day..

Today is wednesday, it's a movie day but i went for sumthing meaningless instead of going for movies.
Transformer 2 - nice movie
i know that im slow seems that i havent watch it.
n maybe some of my frenz ady watched it for two to three times...
wth.. wat im doing..
y not go for it.. i really like this movie man..
but the problem is i have no company.. (sad)
maybe i have to try to watch movie ALONE.
neva tried before.. maybe it will be another exp for me..
someone said it is fun to watch movie alone in the cinema.
i dunno.. bcz i never tried b4.

i went down to town this afternoon.
bought a laptop skin for my lappy (laptop)
is a picture of "transformer" , again..
it looks nice before pasting it on the laptop,
BUT doesn't look nice after pasting it on. haiz..
damn sien.....
when i wana take pic of it, my camera run out of batt pula..
dulan again lo..
lazy wana charge the batt for now, jz leave it for the other day la..
i post the pic of it later on.. LOL

other than that, i wasted my few hours sitting at Mc.D doing nothing but crapping with my buddy while waiting for a friend to off from work.
we waited her from 4pm till 8sumthing...
i never ever wait a person for so long..
but this time i can wait patiently.. wow.. AMAZING
haha... lol..
den we went for "yam cha" as well as my dinner.
that's how i spend my day for 24th of June. hehe
nitez.. wat a day.. sucks.. =p

Playing Cards

DAMN!! i'm so crazy in card decks la..
feel like buying every single deck above for collections..
some of them are limited edition.
just like "SPLIT SPADE" & "PROPAGANDA"
BICYCLE "GHOST" & "RIDER BACK GUARDIANS" - i like the most.

P/S : Anyone who has seen these decks, pls take note of the price and let me know.